strange feelings and time

;So grace and i are kinda of trying to be friends. i trying and shes avoding me. lol. i know she is seeing someone and i think shes going to get hurt. i hope thats not the case but part of me hopes it happens. im an ass for thinking like that. im still hurting from the brake up. i cant seem to get her out of my mind. im watching her critters while she is out of town seeing her family.i have met up with several girls since grace and i broke up and they dont hold a candle to grace. im not in the lest interested in the other girls. after i watch the critters and say welcome home. im not going to talk to her until she contacts me. its the only thing i think i can do. its whats best for me. if she wants to be my friend then she will get a hold of me.had so much more to put but i have to tend to the fire. more later