What am i thinnking

So its been two or three months since grace and i broke up. Im still takeing her dog to the park and im going to watching her critters when shes out of town for xmas. i think i was to hasty to do it for her. i should have said no but its not in my nature to not do things for my friends. but realy we arnt friends. we havent seen each other in over a month. hardly talked. i know shes useing me for my generosity. the only thing i can hope for is that she comes around some day and wants to be friends. im trying to leave it up to her. i stoppede fallowing her on twitter and on facebook. im not sure if she knows yet but i belive its what i need to do. i have been looking on both sites to see what shes up to. and realy it isnt any of my bussiness. i just hope shes not doing anything that will hurt her later on. she had an accident the other day and she didnt tell me about it right away. does she have to tell me no. but i would tell her if something happend to me. but im the nice person and im not saying that she isnt. i still think she has to find herself....no...um...find the person that she wants to be. i think shes on her way there. she has cleaned her house alot. got the clutter out of it...mostly. lol. i truely just want her to be happy. i would be lieing if i didnt wish it would be with me but its not going to be. i just hope that i can be her friend.