waht do i do

So im trying to be friends with grace. i have put in the effert and havent resived much of anything in return. i havent contacted her in a long time. I feel that if she wants to be friends she will contact me. is it the write thing to do? im not sure i think i still should put alittle effart into it. so on friday i had a horable day. i woke up and thought i should check my account to see how much money i had left. well i looked and i had bounced my rent check. FUCK!!!!! so that put me in a bad mood and i slamed my laptop screen closed. then proseced to get ready for work. got to work and my day was still not going well. at every stop i got held up on getting checked in. so that put me behind. the day was getting later and later my mood not getting better at all. so the other driver got his route ndone and came to help me. thank god he did. i would have been an hour late or longer on clocking out and my boss would have been down my throught. still fuck about money. i have $20 till thursday. and only have 1/4 of a tank of gas in my truck. i still owe rent and my other bills are comeing up. well im starting to get frustrated and better go. more another time.