Move????

So Grace may have an opertunity to have a great job but its in the middle of nowhere Orgen. i could go with her but i whould be even farther away from my kid. its tareing me apart inside. I want to be with Grace more than anything but i also want to see my kid too. i know a long distance relationship is out of the question. plus i whould hate to leave a job that i just got for another one. i think i would do well up there but arg.... it is a long ways off i hope. her dad did just get the job and it will take time for him to know if its a good move for her or not. plus we would go up there to see the area to see if she could live up htere. its just the fact that she made up her mind about it without talking to me about it at all. or very little anyways. i know we have only been dateing for 6 months or so but still. the whole things throughing me for a loop. does she want to be with me or not? she has been amzing to my daughter and has helped me a great deal. i just dont know what to do. when she told me that if she gets the offer shes taking it and moveing. i almost started to cry on the spot. deap down i know if she takes the job i will never see her again. the idea of the job out there sounds great and i think it would be alot of fun but i have a kid and cant just go. i have alot of thinking to do. and i need to know from her where she stands with me. i dont want to move then break up that would suck. i would have lost so much at that point. if it doesnt happen for a year and we are still together at that point....im going to ask her to marrie me. depending on her answer will depend on what i do. i dont know what else to do. i love Grace and i love my kid. but if im makeing that much money then i can afford to do the move and everything......only time will tell

wanted to do this for a long time now

So i am Caption Caveman. I grew up in a cave as a child and havent experianced alot of things. I am lucky enought to have found someone that is always on the go and expanding my experiances. She is my girlfriend and i have learned alot from her. So im putting down all the things im doing because of her. She has gotten me out of my shell.

I went to a Roller Derby Bout, an after party(at a bar),made soap, learned to knit, learning something else with needles, got a local job(mostly for her but I had planed to get one soon anyways but she got me to realy do it. I was scared too), and like dogs again. I'm almost to the point of picking up the dogs poop.

We plan on going to SF for a craft fair. Im exited to go. Plus I get to go to my highschool town and show her around. And i get to see my dad too. It should be interesting for my girl to meet my dad. Hes not the easiest person to get inprested. Or for that matter just be around. It should be a fun weekend.

So I hope I have more to put down soon. I would have explained more but I dont have time for it right now.