dumped

so i was dumped by grace yesterday. she said she messed up the whole relationship. basicly she never realy wanted to be with me. she would try to do girlfriendy things but it was too hard for her. i think i have always known in the back of my mind that we wouldnt work but i was hopeing. the last month i had tried to let her decid when we would hug kiss be together. i guess after three days of her not wanting to be around eachother she had enough. she said she didnt want me to go but knew it was for the best. idk. im lost.....