Weding and stuff

So the wedding was fun. It's was a nice visit with graces family. Got to see the new born. So cute. And got to see maddy the sweet little girl. So cute as well. The wedding had good food and danceing and poeple. When grace and I got back I spent almost everynight with her until Saturday morning. Sat morning I when to my daughters soccer game. In the middle of nowhere. 250 miles away. Back to that later. So the last few days grace has had alot of "me" time. Also at her work she is getting trained for a higher position. Witch is great. But between roller derby and her new hours of work. It seems like she's pushing me away. I have noticed that almost like clock work that she gets to the point of almost breaking up with me or something. Idk she gets......um closed off. I can tell she doesn't want me around but says she does I don't get it. I ask if .....I always ask/make plans together. Second day working on this blog...so stayed over at her house last night it was nice but something was missing. Idk maybe it's me. I don't feel like myself lately. Idk how to fix it but will work on it. More later maybe