Thursday, October 21, 2010
Thinking
So I decided or came to the conclutuon that updateing my FB and twitter is a form of talking to grace. She wasnts no communication right now so that's what she gets. Idk if it's the right thing to do but I think it's what needs to b done. I don't know how long it will be before she knows what she wants and every day is a hard one with out her or talking to her or texting or anything. There are days that are harder then others. I get weird feelings. Some times I know she will talk to me soon and others where I know it's over and no chance for anything. Idk if we can b friends for a time. I was telling my roommate last night that it would be weird to see her right now. I wouldn't know what to do. Kiss her hug her or what. I think about her every day. What's she's up to. How she's doing. I feel ok some days and others like today where the pain is still showing on my skin. Can't hide much on days like this. Hopefully by the time my roommate gets home I can hide it abit. Well back to work.
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